9/8/09

Looking at a picture of you in my hands,
wondering if i'm ever gonna see you again.
Without you I don't know how my life will be,
but i believe, it's not goodbye.
Cause I will remember you and I will see you again, when I rise.
Cause I know and I believe, I will see you in eternity.

So close yet so far
, but in my heart you're here with me.
You did not leave, you just went to live in eternity.
Without you I don't know how my life will be,
but I believe, it's not goodbye.
Cause I will remember you and I will see you again, when I rise.
Cause I know and I believe I will see you in eternity.

Don't wanna fall asleep, 'cuz I don't know if I'll get up. And I don't wanna cause a scene, but I'm dying without your love. Begging to hear your voice; Tell me you love me, too. Cause I'd rather just be alone, if I know that I can't have you. Looking at the letter that you left, wonderin' if I'll ever get you back, dreaming about when I'll see you next. Knowing that I never will forget, that I was bein' such a fool, and I still don't deserve you.
So tell me what we're fighting for, cause I know that the truth means so much more. Cause you would if you could, don't lie. Cause I'll give everything that I've got left to show you I didn't mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool, but I can't live without you.


Every precious moments now a waste.
I know this isn't what I wanted never thought it’d come this far, just thinking back to where we started and how we lost all that we are?. We were young and times were easy, but I could see it’s not the same. I’m standing here but you don’t see me, I’d give it all for that to change. And I don't want to lose him, I don't want to let him go. I'm standing out in the rain, I need to know if its over, cause I will leave you alone. Flooded with all this pain, knowing that I’ll never hold him, like I did before the storm. And with every strike of lightning, comes a memory that lasts. Maybe I should give up. Trying to keep the light from going in, and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart. We always say a heart is not whole without the one who gets you through the storm. Standing out in the rain, knowing that it’s really over. Please don’t leave me alone. Flooded with all this pain, knowing that i’ll never hold you, like I did before the storm.

15/2/09

Como querer bajar a pedradas una estrella fugaz, así de ilógica es mi vida sin ti. Así de irónica, así de estúpida, asi de absurda es mi vida sin ti.